So this marks my first blog post. I never thought I'd get into this forum again after xanga, but I guess its a better place to display my ramblings than on Facebook. Sooo here goes nothing I guess.
I have nothing in particular to write right now, which will probably mean this turns into something I'm not very proud of - hence why its placed where relatively no one will read it. It's day something of summer, I've lost count already (please let me go back to San Diego). The summer started out and progressed into what looked like it would be monotonous repetition of being entirely unproductive. However, in about two days things went from completely dull and unpromising to more hectic than I'm thinking I can manage. Hopefully it all settles into routine soon. At least Arizona is only ten days away :) That'll be refreshing to say the very least.
I've never been good at this long distance thing. However, its been a part, at one point or another, of my last three relationships. But, not surprisingly, this time is very distinguishably different. This is the first time there's been genuine effort on both sides..and not just for my sake, but its just honest.. and its changed the dynamic of distance for me.. and I appreciate him a lot more for it. I didn't doubt that the summer wouldn't come between us, but having this reassurance is just comforting. I feel heard. I feel loved. And, after today, I'm going to be much better and much stronger.
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